poem for an autumn day

Today I just want to share a lovely poem, “Autumn” by Rainer Maria Rilke (trans. by Jonathan Cott).

As from the distance, leaves are falling.
Fall as if the far-off gardens fade into the sky;
They fall with gestures of relinquishing.
And through the night there falls the pressing earth
Down past the stars in lonesomeness.
We are all falling. There, this hand falls too.
Occurring to us all: just look around you.
Still there is one who holds us tenderly
As in his hands we fall, fall endlessly.

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going out in a blaze

Summer is coming to an end here in New Hampshire.  The mornings and evenings are chilly.  The crickets are no longer chirping with vigor. And, the squirrels are scampering in earnest about our yard, diligently preparing for the coming months.  Something about this turning of the seasons always makes me feel very peaceful.  I can feel my spirit changing from the energetic “outer-me” of summer, to the self-reflective “inner-me” of autumn and, eventually, winter. I feel a longing to be with myself again. And, though I hold dear those precious memories of our summer days at the beach or pool, and of our languidly basking in the sun on the back porch, I think I am ready for fall.  Yes, I am ready.

But, for one moment longer, I will savor the glory of summer.  Here are the holders-on, the last of summer’s vibrant bouquet. When we are deep in the dark and cold of winter, we can look back at these living flames and feel just a bit of their light and warmth when we need it most.

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one year

I almost missed it, but today is my blog’s birthday! I have been blogging in this space for exactly one year, which is pretty exciting. I think that’s the longest I’ve ever kept up with one blog. A lot has happened in the past year, and I have a lot of it documented right here on Monadnock Mama! It’s nice to look back and see where we were then, and how we got where we are today. Here’s to another year!

A cake experiment.

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pics from the big bash

Here are a few pictures that my mom took at Zane’s 1st Birthday party. I am so envious of her camera (and her photography skills!). Thanks for capturing these beautiful memories, Mom!

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One.

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We actually finished the kitchen on time!

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Future chef.

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Happy Birthday, Zane!

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Go, baby, go!

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Love.

first trip around the sun

Our little boy turns one today! While I was feeling rather melancholy about the whole thing earlier in the week, today I am just so thankful for his presence in my life — his chubby cheeks, his joyful belly laugh, his antics, and his bright little eyes that still look up at me with pure love. I’m looking forward to what the coming year will bring, and especially to hearing what this little guy has to say when he starts to talk!

Happy Birthday, Zane!

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