short story // a messy walk

RAW // VSCO Film 01 // C-Kodak 160++ // Creamy Highlights

short story // a messy walk 2

short story // a messy walk 3

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short story // a messy walk 4

short story // a messy walk 7

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short story // a messy walk 8

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short story // a messy walk 11

short story // cuddle time

RAW // VSCO Film 01 // Kodak TRI-X 400 // Grain (none)

short story // cuddle time

short story // cuddle time

short story // cuddle time

film // time capsule

Fourteen years ago I inherited my grandfather’s Canon AE-1 Program 35mm camera because I needed it for a black & white photography class I was taking in college. I used it for the class, and never really picked it up again. I recently thought I might give film another try, so I busted out the old camera. After messing around with it for a few minutes, I realized that there was a partially used roll of film in the camera. I had to find out what was on it, so I finished it up and shot another one with some leftover film that was hanging out in the camera bag.

I brought my film to Monadnock Imaging to be developed and printed, fully expecting nothing to come out. The camera is as old as I am and the film is from around the year 2000, so definitely expired. I was pleasantly surprised when I picked up my prints, and I have to give all the credit to the magicians at Monadnock Imaging for being so good at what they do. My prints are like a time capsule (hence the title of this post) full of pictures of a very little Lillia! She looks to be about three years old in the photos so I must have used the camera more recently than I thought, but it was still a looooong time ago. There were also some good ones of Zane and Damian from the present day.

The aesthetic of the 21st century leans toward a sort of unearthly perfection, aided in part by the popularity of digital photography and Photoshop. I really like all the grain and imperfections from the expired film. You can replicate that look to some degree by tweaking digital photos in post-production, but it’s just not the same. I may have a new obsession. Here are my favorites from the two rolls:

Canon AE-1 Program 35mm camera // Kodak Professional CN400BW film //
Processed & scanned by Monadnock Imaging, Keene, NH

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film // time capsule

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film // time capsule 9

film // time capsule 10

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short story // early morning flowers

RAW // VSCO Film 01 // C-Kodak Portra 800 // Exposure +

short story // early morning flowers

short story // early morning flowers

short story // early morning flowers

short story // early morning flowers

short story // early morning flowers

10 // 52

10 // 52 // Lillia

10 // 52 // Zane b&w

“A portrait of my children once a week, every week, in 2014.”

Lillia: This week you discovered the Minecraft PVP servers. You’ve spent a lot of your free time killing other kids Hunger Games-style, in the form of block people with block weapons. I struggle to accept this, but you don’t seem very bothered and enjoy the adrenaline rush. Someone has undoubtedly published a peer-reviewed journal article proclaiming the cognitive benefits of PVP games for kids, which will instantly put my mind at ease…I hope. This is actually a double portrait — you’re the rainbow colored character, too.

Zane: This week you mildly electrocuted yourself (my fault for not replacing that light bulb sooner) and I caught you eating more than a pea-sized amount of toothpaste, though not much more, thankfully. You’re a cat with nine lives and I know it’s only going to get worse the older you get. The upside of your sensory seeking personality is that your life will probably be full of adventure; the downside is that we will probably take more trips to the ER than is desirable (ideal number being zero).